This should be an interesting summer...

I stay up til like, 3-5 AM talking and watching shows [perhaps a movie but i dont think thats happened yet] with Eddie online.

And so I've applied for a job at Shop Rite, and Staples.

Hopefully one of the above works out, Theresa's starting at Shop Rite tomorrow and it'd be awesome if we both worked there because I simply don't see her enough. Plus, a steady cash flow would help a bunch, when I go out and see something that I want to get for someone, I'll actually be able to get it for them!

Well, I'm pretty okay on cash now after that party...which was completely and utterly amazing I'm so happy about it, I was worried. That reminds me, have to send out thank you cards.

Anyhow, if I'm stuck in this house all summer I'm sure all I'll be doing is staying up late [or early rather] with Eddie, and not thinking about anything or anyone else much.

I have a list of things to do...its quite the long list. I hope to at least start most of them and finish at least half.

But a job would be nice, it'd give me an excuse to get out and be with people instead of sitting idle.

Waiting in my opinion is one of the hardest things to do.

And what if what you're waiting for, never happens?

What if by the time it can, its too late?

Do you try to think about new things, even if what you're waiting for is something that is finally seemingly possible to happen- and is the only thing you've wanted, desperately, for the entire year 2007 I'd guess.

Well, Katie says I shouldn't have to just sit idle.

I kindof agree I guess.

I can see so many problems...but I'll worry about them if they ever come around, no worries now.

Just, I need to stop being a hermit I guess.